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I must say, I miss blogging. It wasn’t a conscious decision to stop blogging it just happened.

I’ve been running on empty the past few months and it took a great mad to make me work up the energy to do something.

Like I told Donya Peps, if their goal is to royally piss me off this year, they have succeeded in doing so for 2 straight quarters. Woohoo!

I was talking to one of the other managers and he told me that he thought that I was such a pushover since I always say “yes”. I got a “good for you” vibe from him when I told him the whole story of my major mad. I feel sorry for myself since I got so worked up on such a simple thing. Oh you should have seen me. The guy’s guys in the office can’t look at me in the eye or even talk to me directly when I came in to work that day. SissyBear, even texted me what he wanted to say when he was just several cubicles over! Newbie seat mate admitted to me through YM that he was so scared of me that night.

If by any chance you drop by the office and go to my cube, you’ll notice that it has become a soulless place. Very impersonal with just the requisites on top - my PCs, keyboard, mouse and monitor. Take a look at sickboy’s cube and it also looks bare bones. We’ve been telling people that were trying to one up each other in a contest of who best personifies the 5S’s. Donya Peps, betcha want to see that. Me, I just took advantage of the fact that they were all in the morning shift and I was the only one in the evening shift. I took down everything, packed it up in boxes and carted off a shopping bag that I brought in with all the personal stuff in my cubicle. Sickboy’s been at it since the beginning of the year and I was just following suit.

I’ve been telling people that the signs are not just in neon but there are arrows pointing towards it. As I mentioned in my last post, resigned is the operative word. No, I haven’t quit my job but I’m getting there. It’s just too messed up. Even though the new boss (no, not kuya, the one above him) seems reasonable enough, they have no fr&@king plans for me. Yeah, we’re talking about dressing it up and making it appear something fresh and new but it’s all just a facade.

I’m considering several things- both internally and externally. You might be wondering why I’m still looking internally. There are several things that I want to learn and the opportunity is there for me to grab it. The big brother who is closely looking after me (There are several and not one of them are the people that I expected at all) seems to be pretty upbeat about the chances.

Hopefully, my next post will all be about the good stuff that has happened since February (i.e. my trips).